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I got this from a one of my friends (asai), who got this from another friend.

Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the best and leave it in the comments. (feel free to elaborate if you’d like.) Then, if you want to, copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.
*dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or jock
* brains or brawns
* common sense or book smarts

hello all,

Well I still slowly coming back to the land of the living. I have been though some hard times these past few months. As many of y’all know Jason (my hubby) lost his grandmother on Christmas Day. About a week after that we found out we were going to have a baby. We could not wait to tell everyone and it was a shock to others because some of them didn’t know we were trying. Well that joy and excitement turned into sadness and heart ache. On MLKJ day, we were coming home from Huntsville (after seeing some of the dcon friends I had made) we found out that I had lost the baby and then found out I had an ectopic pregnancy. I had to take a shot that would help finish the miscarriage and now I have to wait to 3 months to try again.

This month is no different. I have made some other mistakes and now I am now having to face it head on. I am not happy with the mistakes I made, but I need to face the facts that comes with this. Many of these changes may not make sense to some, but they must be done. I have felt so cut inside and I need to heal myself. Some of these changes have all ready been in place and some of them may hurt others, but 1. I am being honest  and 2. I don’t want to be a jerk. There are many changes on this site and on my other pages that maybe cause questions, but please understand it must be done.

In closing, I want to thank everyone who has helped me these past few months and that I will always remember your kindness. You guys have been very supportive to me. I hope that some of you will be supportive of me and the changes I am making in my life.

until next time

In honor of the Bears going to the big dance on Sunday, I thought I would pay honor to them. GO BEARS