2009 August « the tree house

So it is almost the end of August and I have not even blogged, although I didn’t”t bog at all last month.

Well last month Jason and I went to the State of Kentucky for a few days and had a blast. We met some new friends, saw a friend who just moved up there for seminary and saw some very awesome professor and his wife from my FBTC /BCF days that I had seen in 9 years. Are new friends Brad and Christina are awesome and very geekie. Christina and I hit it off right off the bat and was so glad we finially got to met. We both like the same shows and of course we LOVE our geekie guys. Brad and Christina also have their own podcast that is awesome called PodCulture. If you like to hear some really good geekie goodness then go to http://www.podculture.net Also if you like really good geekie music, Brad also has another podcast that is all about some good geekie music call The Geek Spin and you can find that at http://www.thegeekspin.com . We had a great time in KY and hope to go back sometime. Oh and we also went to the Buffalo Trace Distillery and had some fun there too.

Well that was July and now we are in August for a least a few days. Jason got a promotion at work and I have a new group of kids at work. All this summer we have been doing things but this month we had some down time. As some of yall know we are still trying to start a family and we tried something different this month, but just like all the other months nothing happen. Maybe next month will be “the” month, but for now I am starting to learn on just taking this one cycle at a time.

Over the past few months I have been having some personal growth on some of the “stuff” going on in my life. I have been working very hard in trying new approaches to things and how I handle these issues and to whom I let in my in my world with my “stuff.” It’s been 2 years since we moved back to Huntsville (Jason’s home town) and although I miss ALL my friend back in Atlanta, I am so glad that I have someone now who gets me. I have had a lot of support (which is made of people who have been where I am at now to some of the parents of the kids in my class and other classes) and encouragement with this whole fertility thing and I thank God for that all the time. I get stressed and depressed (which some of you know how bad I get) very easily and I even lose focus, but I am learning to let go and deal with all the unhealthiness in my life right now. Whether it is dealing with past issues or even dealing with things like confusing relationships with certain people or what certain people think of my now, or even how I handle myself and my emotions in situations that where I have been trying to hard to “prove” to the world that I am changing. Well guest what, I am changing and I am so blessed to have a person or persons in my life seeing a real change in me and cheering me on to where the other side of the world already has their mind made up on me and what they think. Yeah I said it and I just going to stop right there for now.

One of the biggest changes that I am seeking God’s wisdom on is on how I handle next month, but more on that next month.

Until next time

PS.- Her are a few pictures from KY