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Well it is now September and this blog is now 3 years old. Within these 3 years, I have only missed 2 months. When I first started this, I thought I would not keep it running, well I guess I am doing pretty good.
Usually around this time, I write about certain events that happen in my life during the month of September such as the van accident in 2001 or the fact that we would of had our 1st child in September 2007 but I have a different feeling this year. One of the things that I am working on even harder this month is how I handle my memories emotionally. Usually I tell myself that I am going to have a good day and not think about it, but then I give in and just breakdown. One thing that I am learning is how yes it is okay to have these memories but it is the way I handle it with Gods help. I want to be able to let go of the emotional pain, but I don’t know how just yet.
So this is where I am now. I do feel this month will be different and I know that I need to be ready and willing to allow God to take the “dates” and all emotions that comes with. We shall see.
Well until next time
